Hard Times..

Guys hope you had an Amazing festival time with your family and Friends…

I had good time with friends.. just wanted to let you know how social media plays pivotal role these days in each ones of our life…

We are humans too not Alien..

I have been In social media for past couple years where I faced lot of stress humiliation for what I am. Recently My Instagram account was Suspended for a day where in I was said my profile doesn’t meet community standards ..

Recently couple of my friends who used to talk me blocked me .I know it’s their privacy I respect it, I would have been happy if they told me the reason..

Hope People Understand what I am and not judge me according to their thoughts..

Take care

Confession ….

it has been quite long as i have not posted any thing related to me

its tough to be a cross dresser ..though many girls wont like or accept a Cross dresser as their friend  really hard time. I do have  girls as friends on Instagram who do support me. still i see a vacuum in life which bothers

As Indian its toughest to come out as what i feel , thanks to open minded people who accept me what i am ,i really appreciate your genuine support and  few people who never let me down .

Now #Instagram is bothering me these days with their  algorithms , my posts are not able to reach to many followers..

i know its tough but still searching for ray hope to find a girl

Thanks for reading my post







In Search

Hi Lovelies , Hope you all are doing great.. it has been long since i have written got time today.

My pic from Instagram


Thing’s I have learned

I have learned so many things in my time as a Cross Dresser. Dressing up like a woman takes so much skill and patience I am amazed women go through this every day.

1) Clothes

let me tell you it’s a big one. Shopping for Men’s clothes is pretty simple as a whole. Pants, shirt, underwear and socks. Choose from some of your basic colors like brown, green or blue and you are set. Women’s clothes on the other hand is a multitude of colors and fabrics all of which make a completely different look and statement when worn in the daytime or night. I have spent many many hours on the internet looking at clothes and I seem to only have touched the surface of what is out there.

2) Skin care and Make up

Again, I feel that cosmetics as a whole is one of the most confusing things to learn as a Cross Dresser, clothes can be figured out but to truly learn how to pick the colors that suit you and learn to apply said colors really takes practice. This is where will usually find, make up, nail polish and supplies, fragrance and various other beauty tools (brushes, sponges, etc).

3) Our Significant Other

If you are lucky who can accept your feminine side you are in a good place. for me Its hard to find a girl who really likes as what you are, I a country where i live its a taboo. Even its hard to find people who encourage what i am
Well that’s all I can think of for now, I am sure I will think up some more.

And for those of you that do read my blog till the end I appreciate that you can make it through basically what amounts to ranting on for what seem like forever.


Stress Reliever

I don’t know if I really have a trigger What I can tell you is my time as Anee a great stress reliever. It is how I deal with my stress in my life, my escape from the day to day things that build up in people. It allows me to step outside of my normal life and be someone else for awhile. So I guess that would be my trigger as if I go long periods without being Anee I can feel the stress build. I tend to have more trouble falling asleep as when I go to bed and try to relax my mind I suddenly find myself thinking about makeup, dresses, high heels and of course beautiful nails. So I guess in a way not being Anee adds a little to my stress level.

For me the whole part of being Annie is just so relaxing , I never still wore any pretty dress and did nails as I don’t have a space where i can be myself. It is just something I really enjoy like you might enjoy one of your hobbies.

I have also made some wonderful friends as Anee and I love texting with them though i never met them in personal. I think the fact that they are separate from my male side also helps as we don’t find ourselves talking about work or anything else other than the Anee side. When I get together with friends from work no matter how hard we try we always end up talking about work

As I said many times my dressing is a way for me to relax, I do not feel I am a woman trapped in a man’s body and do not want to change my sex. I like my male side just as much and would never let it go. The last thing and what most people have the hardest time with is the fact I am not attracted to men. just because you might like ice cream does not mean you want it for every meal every day for the rest of your life. You can like something without having it consume your life.

People try to read too much into things sometime, for me it hard to find a girl who can accept me as I am , but thanks to few friends who talk to me
Have a great week and thanks for reading my blog.
Have a great day and thanks for reading my blog.

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